look. PEOPLE CHANGE.

A baby was not born to become a child forever. He wasn't even meant to grow up just to be a school boy. He wasn't brought to school and study to become just a notorious teenager. He never fall in love just to be a sweet boyfriend, nor married just to be a loving husband. Look, life is a cycle. It's never ending. NEVER ENDING, though, LIFE ENDS. So why spend the whole of your life mourning for a green caterpillar you catch last night on the garden when in fact you know in the first place that soon it will grow up into a BLACK butterfly. An insect which will fly far away from you in order to lurk for it's own life too. You had things you never had before, but when you lose it, you GRIEVE. You let yourself feel the sadness, you become upset for a couple of days, worst, for the rest of your life. If we only put in our minds from the beginning that life will definitely evolve to complete it's cycle, we could train ourselves from not holding on to things too much. These things were never ours, they were PART of us. What's the point then? As people, we become possessive of either objects or beings. We could never take that away from us because it's a part of humanity, a gift from Him. The condition is that we must know our LIMITATIONS. We can OWN things, but it can NEVER be OURS for the whole lifetime. Now, if you feel like you are vengeful of losing the things that once has been a part of you, the it's time for you to realize the fact that even a sand turns rock when time passes, how much more with HUMANS?

PEOPLE CHANGE. THEY DO.

me.

i miss myself, REALLY.
oh well. everything have changed, and i guess life is like that.
as everybody says, NOTHING IS PERMANENT because CHANGE IS INEVITABLE.
But i guess, i could still find a better something. Life goes on, and all this hindrances would definitely end. what i want for now is peace of mind. i guess my head's piled up of too many dilemmas and plights. i know i could surpass it. in time i'll be alright. :)
think positive. hold on. LIFE is a long journey.. and if today, i break my knees, tomorrow.. i'm sure, it can walk again.

^^.

Life is Love. and Love to live.. :)

i can't stay a little more longer.

i want to go to a place where i can rest my mind, EVEN JUST FOR A DAY. :(
i can't stay one more day in this damn hell.
why can't just people understand that i can't live ALONE with this kind of situation. what's worst is that nobody could even notice that my heart's already burning with sadness and pain. :(
the longer the day..the more dead i am.

so please..
i.want.a.REST. :(