Sad Summer, I need to catch up

I don't think I have to post it here because I already posted these things at Life's Lemon Squares, but I guess this blog has been rusting to death now that I needed to update what basically happened to my summer (eventhough summer vacation has not yet ended).

Well I'm having my OJT at Bureau of Internal Revenue, ITAD. My bosses are very kind & they are treating me well. They don't give me too much things to work on (that sometimes I end up doing nothing, it's like I'm the boss. haha)

I'm spending the Practicum with them, but they were designated in Law Division, & I am the only one who stays at ITAD. Sometimes it feels lonely because I have no one to chitchat with, especially most of the time I've got nothing to do since I finish my work ahead of time, but then it's still happy because I get to do things on my own, and the lawyers in my division ask me often if I'm alright or not.

Went home on Holy week to spend time with the boys & mumm. So many things happened that time. I got undignified (lol I can't think of a better word, that would do), & I let pastlove hurt my heart again. :-(. We agreed to bring back what we had before. Turns out...

Got back to work after the Holy Week. & TADAA! I was hospitalized for a week because of dengue. :-(

Refer to this post.

Went back home after I got discharged because the doctor said I still need to rest for a week and I can't go back to work yet. I did rest, but then that was the time when sep & I had to end what we thought we can start again. That hurts.

Now I am back here in Manila & I can't bear the loneliness because I miss my mommy & my bros. a lot. It's so hard to live alone in a very small place. I've been doing everything I can do just to forget I'm lonely.

Imagine how perfect my summer vacation is. Now I can no longer go home because I spent a lot of days in the hospital and I need to catch up all my absences in BIR. I honestly wanted to spend a little more of my vacation. I need to get things fixed & enjoy a little more.

Depression go away.

What more can I do to enjoy summer?

Yuletide Break 2010's Almost Over

So, there's only 6 hours left before we go back to Manila. I'm going to travel with my friends & our high school elder batch. I can't really say it's a very happy vacation, but it's still a nice one. I spent the vacation with my friends, ofcourse, haha, & dad went home so we were able to go out.

I just can't believe I need to go back to Manila later. Why are classes so early this year? New Year na New Year bumabyahe ako.

Anyway, I am not yet done packing my things, and I can't find fleepsy's lens cap again. :(

Oh well, I hope this year turns out to be a good one. Past few years have been so much of a mess for me. :|

Here are some of the pictures I had this Christmas Vacay:

@Kavz late birthday Celebration - December 23, 2010

@Tita Grace's house, Family Christmas Celebration - December 24, 2010

@HDJ, Family Post Christmas Dinner - December 26, 2010

@Regional Science High School (Region 02) 3rd Grand Alumni Homecoming - December 26, 2010

December 27, 2010 - My Brother's birthday

December 28, 2010 - Overnight @ Renzel's house

December 29, 2010 - @Daryl's house in Cabagan(fiesta), & photoshoot @Sta Maria Bridge

(pictures are not yet uploaded, I didn't bring the camera because I don't feel like doing so. Haha)

@Mix & Blends - December 31, 2010

Pictures were not of good quality because I wasn't able to edit them, I am only using our desktop computer because my laptop's charger has been broken. Plus, I am not serious in taking the photos because I preferred enjoying the moment with them. Haha finding a justification for being an amateur photo enthusiast. lol.

So that's it. Going back to Manila unproductive. I wasn't able to do any of my home works & papers, & I wasn't able to finish all the books I am supposed to read. Lame!!!!

Haha a picnik-edited pichuuuur for yeah!

ANYWAY, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!