Today is just a month away from my next enrollment as a law student (claiming that I will be retained despite my crucial grades).
I have always been trying to conceptualize a business plan so as I could do something productive, aside from studying for my post grad degree. Honestly, it was hard for me to decide on things. I don't know, is it really hard or am I just really childish? I wanted to earn money, but I would also like to fulfill my dreams (the unending dilemma - was it still my dream?). I am always so unsure of the things that I should do, and always act so distant about the problems that I encounter. I'm still like a child on how I deal with things, and it seems like I could hardly grow up. I always picture the professional life in my mind, but I just can't accept the fact that I had to part ways with my childhood and teenage life. I just want a full time adventure.
I wanted to travel the world while I am young, go to places, and enjoy things. I wanted to do that before I completely succumb to workhood, but life goes the other way around. I had to work hard first before I could experience stuffs like that. Well, my dad and mom endlessly tell me the hardships they had while they were studying. I am already a lucky girl, why should I complain?
Anyway, as I was saying, I have hundreds of business ideas in my mind but I just had to put them into words and graphs so as to be able to implement it. I wanted to grow up now, really. But how do I start?
I am just 21.
Too young to be serious.
Too old to be childish.
I.wanted.to.learn.to.take.responsibilities.
I have always been trying to conceptualize a business plan so as I could do something productive, aside from studying for my post grad degree. Honestly, it was hard for me to decide on things. I don't know, is it really hard or am I just really childish? I wanted to earn money, but I would also like to fulfill my dreams (the unending dilemma - was it still my dream?). I am always so unsure of the things that I should do, and always act so distant about the problems that I encounter. I'm still like a child on how I deal with things, and it seems like I could hardly grow up. I always picture the professional life in my mind, but I just can't accept the fact that I had to part ways with my childhood and teenage life. I just want a full time adventure.
I wanted to travel the world while I am young, go to places, and enjoy things. I wanted to do that before I completely succumb to workhood, but life goes the other way around. I had to work hard first before I could experience stuffs like that. Well, my dad and mom endlessly tell me the hardships they had while they were studying. I am already a lucky girl, why should I complain?
Anyway, as I was saying, I have hundreds of business ideas in my mind but I just had to put them into words and graphs so as to be able to implement it. I wanted to grow up now, really. But how do I start?
I am just 21.
Too young to be serious.
Too old to be childish.
I.wanted.to.learn.to.take.responsibilities.
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